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discography 2011 - 2013

by Cerce

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1.
Mare 01:43
2.
Weary 01:58
I’m a pile of bones, Empty and disposable Don’t you dare fucking tell me I’m too pretty Tell me about your fear of loss Right before walking out I’m still bare, I’m still bare I’m still bare, I’m still bare Ribs exposed and all Sleeping endlessly so I can put this body to rest Let me put this body to rest Indecisive, fucking liar I’m Disposable Disposable Let me put this body to rest, Let me put this body to rest Let me put this body to rest… If I’m not lying in my bed made a coffin, I’m just a ghost in my own city Disposable, disposable
3.
Choices 02:23
I’m a strong kind of weak The pins keep pushing farther in, Pushing through pale skin, Puncturing my red heart Cause I chose you to move in closer Closer than any other hypnotized soul I chose you to hurt me Oh the privilege I have It’s a damn curse we can’t escape, A curse we can’t win, It’s a damn curse The thought of trying to hold on hurts, The thought of losing that heart hurts Oh the terror of loss Oh the terror of loss Puncturing my red heart I chose you to hurt me I chose you to break me I chose you to hurt me
4.
Concussion 02:46
It took a knock out for me to find, I’m not as strong as I thought Prince I had none Prince I had none But here we go, Weak body, damaged brain, and a new mentality A new mentality Move along cause I’ll find a better recovery, A stronger medicine, A worthier drug Oh a better drug Give me a better drug Drug me I’m dependent; I’m dependent Can’t function on my own
5.
Libel 00:56
You’re all talking, But not saying much Telling stories never true And words never said Off with her pompous head Strive to be a lady I’m too numb to even hearken
6.
Fornication 04:00
Go ahead, Tell me I’ll never be loved Doesn’t even matter what devil words you beat me down with Cause I’ve got it all together now Someone’s heart is beating against mine And I can feel something other than pain Congrats to us, To the prince and I My insecurities, my secret, my ball and chain finally drowning in our sweat I’ll never be sewn up again I’ll never be sewn up again
7.
D.I.D. 00:38
Throw your money down Can't buy your empty kid everything Can't buy yourself a damn heart Can't buy a bloody beating heart
8.
Panicked and ran My dented heart can forgive, But you can't hide again There's too many knights ready to break your bones I'll drag you home and watch you bleed, Drag you out the coffin where you rest, Drag your blinded eyes and blackened brain As long as I feel those bones, My prince doesn't need a reflection
9.
(Let me feel your bones, go ahead and make me sore, make hurt, make me scream, shaking, ohohhh, I'm shaking, let me feel your bones, my heart's pumping blood, let me feel your bones, my heart's pumping blood, make me sore, my heart's pumping blood, my heart's pumping blood) Poison apple in hand, tell me who's the fairest
10.
I could claim to have learned from my mistakes Trust me, I’ve made plenty But I’m left corrupt Expectations and hope dispatched Expectations and hope dispatched I’ll fight back this time If your intoxicated body pushes I’ll be good, I swear Anything you want There when you’re slipping, not that you could break You’re my recovery and I’m determined But I dream of being your virgin I dream of being pure with an unbarred heart (Cause that I’m not) I’ll fight back this time If your intoxicated body pushes If you strip me bare with lies Does that mean I’ve learned or simply made damaged? Or simply made damaged?
11.
Intrusions 01:18
This is my experience, You can’t demand a part We have nothing in common And there’s nothing for me to admire you for You’ve seen one piece You know nothing This is not all of me And you’ll never get to know all This is my experience You can’t demand my part With your presets and molds of what I am Tell me who you think I am Tell me who you think I am Tell me what the fuck I am Tell me what the fuck I’ve become Tell me who you think I am Tell me who the fuck I am I swear I’m human
12.
Blossom 01:09
'Cause this is how you raised me To be any combination I choose, To have both tastes in me, To have both tastes An underlying wit that doesn’t need to be understood And the bravery and heart to fight it all The bravery and heart to fight it all Everything I wanted to be Everything I thought I could be Those who only saw brutality Never understood a modern doll idol I’m still the same, I haven’t changed a bit And we all know I never will
13.
L.I.F.E. 00:47
We hold together pieces of the sun for each other, and take them home to keep. There's so much left to see. Someday I'd like to fall asleep.
14.
S.L.E.E.P. 00:35
He said something kind, but I couldn't pay attention. I'm not alright, but that's okay. I'll be fine, just not today. I'll stay inside my room, my pillow's my own best friend. I'm not alright, but that's okay. I'll be fine, just not today.
15.
P.O.N.X. 02:07
Send me another suicide note, I still hear you breathing It's way too fucking loud, it's way too fucking loud You're coming clean with all now that you think it's all going to hell Mistakes were spent on you, mistakes were spent on you You'll never be a man, you'll never be a man You'll never grow strong, you'll never grow strong You'll never be a man and you'll never grow strong Drink yourself away Oh the music we danced to Fuck your idea of Romeo & Rebecca Pathetic, that's what you'll always be Cause you left me home that night and truly believed you loved me Scream one more time Tell me I make you insecure You're insecure cause you should be Insecure because you're worthless You regret the way you treated me? Then get the fuck out already, get the fuck out with your broken heart Your threats are a joke How much can we possibly blame on mommy problems? You'll never be loved, you'll never be loved, you'll never be loved And that's certainly what you deserve
16.
I know my parts are soft as well, But you're an embarrassment to us all I made my deals with the devil, But I've got it all under my belt It's about punching for your self It's about kicking for your goals Fucking bat those lashes for your soul I'm sewn up anyway, So the blind can't get through Can't make me bleed Can't make me scream "You heartless tease," I dare you to fuss Oooohhhhhh (I made my deals with the devil)
17.
Get me out of this labyrinth Suffer, suffer, suffer "God oh God, I'm so sorry." There has to be an answer out Read another word, have a smoke, take a sip Oh Strawberry Hill you taste so sweet Pour the pink wine, pour the pink wine, pour the pink wine "How many times can I fuck up?" "Aneurysm. Worst day. I win. You drink." "HELP ME GET OUT OF HERE" Oh I see it now, I can see the light "I want to go too! I want to go too!" Your little hurricane's done Straight and fast, straight and fast Straight and fast, straight and fast Straight and fast Straight and fast Straight and fast Spread the white flowers over my grave Like mother raised me to love But, "Don't ever let them see me dead, Daddy" "You shall love your crooked neighbor with your crooked heart" I see where to forgive now "...just a little girl terrified into paralysis, [she] collapsed into the enigma of herself" Keep looking for my ghost You'll find me where the sea breaks
18.
I can't find you on a single page. I have no idea what's real. When the world ceases to exist, Save the inches between our eyes.
19.
Throw your money down Can't buy your empty kid everything Can't buy yourself a damn heart Can't buy a bloody beating heart
20.
Panicked and ran My dented heart can forgive, But you can't hide again There's too many knights ready to break your bones I'll drag you home and watch you bleed, Drag you out the coffin where you rest, Drag your blinded eyes and blackened brain As long as I feel those bones, My prince doesn't need a reflection
21.
(Let me feel your bones, go ahead and make me sore, make hurt, make me scream, shaking, ohohhh, I'm shaking, let me feel your bones, my heart's pumping blood, let me feel your bones, my heart's pumping blood, make me sore, my heart's pumping blood, my heart's pumping blood) Poison apple in hand, tell me who's the fairest
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about

Cerce's entire studio discography remixed and remastered for optimal listening quality.

**February 2023 Update**: the files here have been replaced with a new & improved remastered version previously only available on the now out-of-print Kerk Records vinyl release of this album. If you have previously purchased this record from Bandcamp, you should be able to re-download the new version with no issues. The FLAC and WAV are also now available as full-resolution 96 kHz / 24-bit masters.


This is the "loud", standard version of the master. There is also a high-definition version with more dynamic clarity for all you nerds out there which you can download here as 96kHz / 24-bit FLAC or WAV: cerce.bandcamp.com/album/discography-2011-2013-dynamic-edition

credits

released February 14, 2017

Complete Studio Discography, 2011 - 2013.

CERCE is:
Tim Altieri: guitar
Becca Cadalzo: vocals
Zac Suskevich: guitar
Patrick Talesfore Jr.: drums
Zach Weeks: bass guitar, vocals

1. Mare
2. Weary
3. Choices
4. Concussion
5. Libel
6. Fornication
7. D.I.D
8. Direct Tribute I
9. Direct Tribute II
10. Damaged Goods
11. Intrusions
12. Blossom
13. L.I.F.E. *
14. S.L.E.E.P. *
15. P.O.N.X.
16. How to Be a Woman
17. Love, Alaska Young
18. Something About a Broken Heart
19. D.I.D. (Split Version)
20. Direct Tribute I (Split Version)
21. Direct Tribute II (Split Version)
22. Noise #1
23. Noise #2

Tracks 1 - 6 appeared on Cerce, Solidarity Recordings & It's a Trap! Records, 2012.
Tracks 7 - 12 appeared on Tour Sampler CD-R, self-released, 2012.
Tracks 10 - 12 appeared on Cerce / Stresscase Split 7", Mayfly Records, 2013.
Tracks 13 - 14 appeared on "An Miracle": A Split by I Kill Giants and Cerce, self-released, 2012.
Tracks 15 - 18 appeared on Teen Bible, self-released, 2011.
Tracks 19 - 21 appeared on Cerce / Leer Split Tape, It's a Trap! Records, 2012.
"Noise #1" only appeared on the tape version of the Leer Split and was never digitally released.
"Noise #2" appeared on a compilation and was half-serious, 2012.

The bonus track was a school audio engineering "soundalike" project, 2012.

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Tracks 1 - 9 recorded & mixed by Alex Garcia-Rivera at Mystic Valley Recording Studio, April 21st & 22nd, 2012.
Tracked live to 16-track 2" tape and mixed to 1/2" tape.

Tracks 10 - 12 recorded & mixed by Ryan Stack at Format Audio, November 2012 through January 2013.
Recorded digitally and mixed to tape.

Tracks 13 - 14 & 15 - 21 recorded at two different sessions by Mike Moschetto at The Office (R.I.P.), November 4th 2012 and December 21st, 2011, respectively.
Recorded digitally and remixed by Zach in 2016.

All songs remastered in 2023 by Zach Weeks at God City Studio (Salem, MA)

All songs written by Cerce except tracks 13 - 14 originally written by I Kill Giants, reinterpreted and arranged by Cerce. All rights reserved.

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Cover art image was on a postcard from the 1920s found in a curiosity shop in Worcester, MA and was used as a recurring Cerce t-shirt design from 2012 onward. Album design and layout by Zach.

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Cerce Boston, Massachusetts

2011 - 2013 and then got back together in 2018 and still rocking in the free world

questions comments or complaints: cercehc@gmail.com

group photos by Nick DiNatale (nickdinatale.com)

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